the good, the bad, the ugly

January 25, 2009


The Scan Results

The good…
The cancer is still gone in my lungs, liver, and spinal bone.

The bad…
The cancer in my chest wall as enlarged a teensy tiny bit and I now have two new spots…also very, very small…in my hip bone and hip socket.

The ugly…
The damage done to my body caused directly by the cancer and chemo…mostly the cancer.

The good…
The doctor adamantly stated that I was NOT dying…I knew that already though J.

The bad…
Doc wants me to have 6 more treatments…one a month for 6 months BUT he did tell me to go home and pray about it (that’s not bad J).

The ugly…
Duh…the chemo.

What am I going to do?? I don’t know. I’ll let you know when I figure it out. I simply cannot let go of the hope of a complete NON-medical miracle. In the world’s eyes this is foolishness, and probably in the eyes of many who receive this email, but my heart just won’t let go of that hope.

Tah, tah for now,
Angela