Tomorrow, at 11:00, I go in for a brain MRI. Mmm hmm, more scans. Totally different facility though. Here, they know what they're doing and they're nice. No Jerks. But I dread going because I really don't enjoy getting the results...unless they're good. I meet with my neurosurgeon about 30 minutes after my scans are finished so I get the results before I leave my appointment.
I am a bit nervous for a couple of reasons. One...I've been having funky pain in my head so my mind has conjured up all sorts of false realities. Two...at this point after my first Gamma Knife treatment, new spots were found so I was scheduled for the second Gamma Knife treatment. I was devastated. I ended up at the beach with Reed, staring into the water, unable to speak. I don't want a repeat of that day. The pain in my head could simply be side effects from the last treatment.
I'm sending this out tonight to ask for prayer for a restful, stress free sleep and for my scans to show a beautiful gray mass with NO cancer spots.
On another note, I have not heard anything yet about the pharmaceutical study. Oh, and I have a dentist appointment tomorrow!